Yesterday I felt complicated about my birthday during Corona time…During the day, I Facetimed with my family, and in the evening, I blew out the candles from the chocolate cake that Molly made for me from scratch while my friends watched from gridded screens. I felt grateful to have this moment with them while also feeling the unfathomable loss of the 731 who died in New York during the day. Words couldn’t come and a lump formed in my throat. I walked out to the dark yard and watched the moon move between the clouds and tree webs. The moon and I looked at each other wondering what we thought of all of this. Tonight is one of its closest times to the earth yet the distance is palpable…